Yesterday I laid to rest the love of my life. I got clean and she didn’t. July 6, on her birthday, she did a shot in the bathtub and fell out. She drowned. Addiction has taken so much from me over my life but this is almost more than I can bare… The Detective said the last thing she googled was best ways to detox heroin. We are all guaranteed another relapse but we are not guaranteed another recovery. If you have one day, one month or one year, hold onto it with everything you got.

-John Matzelleã